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LIFE POEMS
MAY GOD SMILE ON YOU TODAY...
To help the reader understand, I want to give just a brief explanation for the nature of these poems. Having been diagnosed with breast cancer 52 days ago, I now understand it isn't just the disease that is so very devastating...it's the waiting, the medical treatment, the lack of choices, the terror of being mutilated, being alone, and truly not knowing. Even with loved ones around, they can be afraid of you, the diagnosis, what will happen to you--many won't be able to cope. Sometimes, you have to be strong for them, as well, when that's the last thing you want to do. Having no one is worse. There are amazing women out there, fighting for their life and some who have survived when there was no way possible. I honor and support them...and pray that God will bless them to help other women survive this. Perhaps, my poems will help someone else in some way, who is currently experiencing this devastating disease. I'm learning every day. I will beat this cancer. Here are my thoughts...

Hold My Hand, Please


hold my hand will You please
to walk this life journey with me
we'll walk among the tallest trees
amazed at all the nature we see

created so lovingingly by Your hand
from ocean to river to lake or stream
each and every part a miracle so grand
like being in a living true life dream

I need You while I face this disease
trying to be brave but scared inside
the treatment should really be a breeze
but only if the hands move by Your guide

my trust in You doesn't have a limit
You have walked with me before
provided a miracle I needed to win it
to give me a second chance to restore

my ability to walk and to share
all the love I have inside to give
to the wounded ones not aware
of Your love and a desire to live

thank You for all my blessings before
and all that You will bless me with now
please hold my hand yet once more
so I can face my challenges without doubt

Hold My Hand, Please
carol lee 6/3/2007
To Live Life to the Fullest...Live, Laugh, Love



to live life to the fullest

every day is new
a clean start

you never know
what a day holds
in store for you

it may start out
so simple at first
but can change
in an instant

if you're really
ready to face
any challenge
the day can hold
you stay open

be prepared to
drop everything
and go a different
direction altogether
experience all of
life's abundance

when serendipity
comes into play
seize the moment
and run with it
don't look back

you never know
just how much fun
and new feats
can be accomplished

throw out inhibition
follow your heart
see where it takes you

it may well be
the best day ever

To Live Life to the Fullest...Live, Laugh, Love
carol lee 5/23/2007

Life Changes...


amazing how life can change
in just a split second
things can get strange

your day starts out just fine
one little phone call
can really blow your mind

words you never expected
to hear from a doctor
someone well respected

said life will never be the same
how will you cope
who can you blame

no answers till you come to see
the doc on Monday
wondering what's to happen to me

what can you do, your mind racing
no real answers yet
as to what you'll be facing

hard to sleep with this notion
of medical intervention
I'd much rather be at the ocean

morning will come really fast
questions to ask the doc
hope there's a future not just a past

can't do much more than pray
for the best outcome and
to see the light of another day

Life Changes...
carol lee 4/23/2007

What Really Matters...


is being there for the one that you love
not for only the fun and the gravy part

but holding their hand or holding them up
when disease or medical treatment finds them

needing that extra hug or boost or consoling
like driving them home after a procedure

where they are weak or nauseus or in pain
a shoulder to lean on or maybe more

if you can face all of life's drama together
you cement that bond that will last forever

maybe it's his turn needing help this time
but next it might be her turn for support or more

that's the true sign of unselfish love to adore
that help is given without expecting a return

always be respectful and show your concern
let them know how important they are to you

just keep loving one another and learn
how to live the best life each and every day

keep the stress to a minimum by believing
in each other and working as a team

keep communicating always and take the lead
to help one another before they have to ask

guaranteed you will have a true love to last
a lifetime of sharing and caring and joy

What Really Matters...
carol lee 5/16/2007

Life's Little Loops...


life throws you some loops
keeps you jumping through hoops
never knowing which way
or just how it will play

take life as it comes each day
following your heart in each way
finding the value in being
just who you are seeing

is the person God meant you to be
warts and all, loving and free
designing your journey through life
to be a business partner or wife

focus on your true goals to win
stop once in awhile just to grin
thinking things are all set
not knowing what happens next

then out of the past comes a call
flashes of hope, pain from it all
that sets your heart on alert
because you were hurt

never thought this would come
your mind races through some
details from your past
maybe getting answers at last

leaving you full of emotion
trying to figure out a notion
of how to react to this news
to maintain your place not to lose

more ground in this fight
for having the very best life
friday the 13th, so appropo
to topple your status quo

stop and breathe deep
clear your mind in order to sleep
taking one step at time
and now ending this rhyme

Life's Little Loops...
carol lee 4/13/2007
"Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body...but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, martini in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming, "WOO HOO, what a ride!"

Humor to Spare


enduring all the tribulations
for a life everlasting
humor takes a turn in creation
of keeping the mind refracting

all the stress that comes every day
by filling it with real laughing gas
so the traumas can go but you'll stay
smiling because humor will help time pass

dutifully going for the annual physical
just to check for any trouble spots
poked and prodded testing so comical
not really believing any problems are hot

first thing discovered is a racing heart
monitors ekg's stress test echocardiogram
testing but no exercising at the start
isn't growing old just grand

next step need to redo the mammogram
two little calcified spots they found
that will require a biopsy exam
sounds just routine so they expound

while visiting the restroom stall
I got the call with shocking news
that there's breast cancer though small
next step see the surgeon to choose

what happens and see a diagram
of the little duct that's causing this fate
then I'm instructed to get an MRI exam
another week to schedule it and wait

more poking and procedures to do
waiting forever for results is so hard
then I'm told more biopsy exams for you
be brave don't let down your guard

finally a firm diagnosis for a surgical date
do the preop testing at the hospital ahead
then comes the call saying they'll have to wait
chest x-ray shows a case of pneumonia instead

I just have to laugh cause it's so darn funny
who would have guessed that this could be
the longest drawn out fiasco - but I remain sunny
cause why get upset go out have fun be free

one more wrinkle to add to this mess
I have a new surgery date set for next week
but I started itching last night I confess
discovering I have poison ivy - how very unique

Humor to Spare
carol lee 6/4/2007
Falling Out of the Hammock...


as you go along thinking that
everything is as it should be
so calm and serene, the wind flat
staring and watching the bee

buzz around in the blue sky
listening to birds in the tree
dreaming of things you can try
to enjoy life in each and every

way that life is meant to show
the beauty and joy around,
basking in the sunshine's glow
with warmth and peaceful sound

my hammock - a place for rest
to contemplate life's mysteries
communing with nature's best
following the animals in a series

of antics in their daily chores
gently swaying in the breeze
the wind touching every pore
with just enough pollen to sneeze

along comes a great big sound
startling you from your trance
that tumbles you to the ground
so you turn around to glance

and find that God still has some
tricks up His sleeve keeping you on your toe
He's still in charge letting you come
to know that you can't keep the status quo

don't get too set with your life
cause He'll shake and rattle you
to your very core and spice
up the calm you think is true

if we can keep a cool head around
when life gives us such a big surprise
a ripped hammock dumping us on the ground
we will be blessed with the best prize

because we'll know how to keep life
in its right perspective and place
to just laugh at ourselves inspite
of what God tosses in our face

Falling Out of the Hammock...
carol lee 4/20/07
Miracle of New Life

words cannot describe
the joy of a new life

so pure of heart
loving and fragile

taking the first breath
announcing I'm here

how God must love us
to bring us this miracle

no gift can match it
such a true blessing

a mother never forgets
that first moment of life

all the pain's forgotten
when he's put in your arms

don't worry about the task
of raising and teaching him

just bask in the pure joy
of holding that new little boy

Miracle of New Life
carol lee 6/9/2007
Truly a Gift

when that tiny little hand
is gently placed in yours
the bond that forms is grand
a loving life we will insure

God's gift so truly perfect
tiny fragile softly breathing
a miracle so beautiful to reflect
the love you share in feeling

holding, kissing, nurturing
this wee baby of your love
feeding, protecting, guiding,
your true tiny little dove

help them with steps to walk
and cuddle them when afraid
watch them grow to love and talk
guide them with choices made

no purer love than for a child
can a parent ever wish
to hold so dear this love so mild
embrace them with a kiss

Truly a Gift
carol lee 6/10/2007

Celebrations...


birthdays, anniversaries, and do-over days
mark our lives and give it such character
some days and dates we celebrate in a way
to honor achievements and times for laughter

to know where we've been long ago in our past
gives us a history not such a mystery in our life
remember the good times and honors to last
the key parts to our life which cause us no strife

a birthday is not just another date but a holiday
to value your life here on earth in such a way
that reminds others the importance of your stay
to contribute to the world as a whole while you play

and celebrate your very being with friends or family
ridding your soul of some tragedy or a bad habit
adding new milestones and keep going along merrily
till you reach peace and contentment like a rabbit

new birth new growth should always be treasured
stretching and growing leaving past failures behind
makes each new day worth living fully measured
improving adventures providing your peace of mind

Celebrations...
carol lee 5/20/2007
Follow your Dream wherever it leads, don't be distracted by less worthy needs...
Shelter it, nourish it, help it to grow, let your heart hold it down deep where dreams go... Follow your Dream, pursue it with haste; Life is too precious, too fleeting to waste... Be faithful, be loyal, then all your life through, the Dream that you follow will keep coming true.
Gracious Gratitude...


life lived with unwavering faith
brings you to a higher plain
sharing love and full of grace
your touching gift remains

making a difference for others
searching deep in your soul
healing the hurts of brothers
you're not always in control

being grateful for tiny acts
even the smallest thing
make sure you honestly react
to blessings that God brings

miracles follow a grateful heart
how awesome that is to see
gracious in gratitude a worthy trait
for our ourselves to always be

Gracious Gratitude...
carol lee 6/9/2007

The Best Medicine

for someone facing
a real medical crisis
having a partner gracing
your life is truly priceless

to have a loving listener
when the times are tough
kiss your lips and your whiskers
helps make it not so rough

a willing heart to help you
do what's needed to heal
to rest not worry to hold true
that love you cannot steal

don't be afraid to ask your love
to come to help or hold you tight
they can be there to help shove
the pain away through the night

and the worry this can cause
weighs so heavy on your mind
only relaxation can pause
the piercing aches over time

the world stops right now
just kind words and a gentle kiss
finding out which way and how
we can get back to the bliss

just hold me close to you
words can remain silent
only whispers of a breath or two
gentle touch nothing violent

leaving the past behind
whether broken hearted
or abused in your mind
now is when we get started

to heal ourselves within
overcome the awful traumas
inch by inch progress so thin
after living with such dramas

just us two fighting the hurt
only goal is to support one another
focusing on giving an energy spurt
from the heart to love each other

spending time figuring what to do
with a tender moment or two
when I'm so down, sad and blue
helps the fight to heal me and you

The Best Medicine...
carol lee 6/10/2007

Gliding Through Life...


there are those who glide through life
while others have to trudge
what's the difference in the two types
causing us to have fudge or sludge

was it in how we were raised
one from a loving family so positive
and the other who never got praised
never had the chance to really live

had to keep silent not be outspoken
isolated and punishments unfair
crushed the spirit the heart broken
caused some real cases of despair

scarred for the rest of our life
on how we were led by our group
by all the warring and strife
of a completely dysfunctional troop

yet the other side had it so easy
parents to support and guide them
they came away happy and breezy
confidently knowing what's inside 'em

when you love someone who hurts every day
it's so hard to see them go through the pain
of daily life's ups and downs, only you can pray
somehow they'll find a way to come in from the rain

you love them so much and you hope for
only the best and for them to be happy and free
from this self imposed torture and more
just stand beside them and be the love they need

no judgements only care and concern
show them how love is meant to be
be the shoulder, the hand to hold to learn
how trusting and loving can truly be free

Gliding Through Life...
carol lee 4/28/2007
The Heart feels what the eyes cannot see,
And knows what the mind cannot understand...
Understanding...


just trying to understand it all
the magnificence of God's work
in everyday life or your vision's call
having a clear goal is really a perk

staring up at the sky
on a dark summer's night
you can see clouds up so high
the stars nearly out of sight

keep staring stay focused don't blink
surprise rewards those holding to task
being diligent and allowing time to think
gives clarity and in the moonlight we'll bask

because even behind each of the clouds
you can find the treasure of a twinkling star
kind of like how problems in life shroud
us in the dark when out of touch and not on par

in giving up we never know what we missed
maybe the love of our lifetime so sad to say
how painful to have never been kissed
by one who was meant to be in your life to stay

we must always follow our own heart
guided by God's great plan for us
listen to His words watch for signs to start
rejoice in his ultimate plan don't cause a fuss

just take in life and all its beauty
being grateful each day for what you're given
honoring yourself and your family duty
understanding your purpose and why you're driven

Understanding...
carol lee 5/21/2007
Stop the Pain...


there is no explanation
for people losing their cool
the pressure of connection
often makes one do cruel

inhuman things to others
in a society too busy to
notice distance from mothers
and absent fathers another clue

no rules for right or wrong
misguidance from the start
violence from videos along
with lack of self esteem a part

of the problems every day
no one to listen to the pain
till one day someone will say
a word to trigger the rein

of terror we see on TV
no way to save them anymore
just learn from this and see
if we can help and open a door

for the next tortured soul
someone listen to him please
so there's no repeat of the toll
experienced today as we freeze

and pray it's not our kin
that may never see the light
of another day because of the sin
from one who knew no light

(This is written after the Virginia
Tech shootings.)

Stop the Pain...
carol lee 4/16/2007

Waiting for the Healing to Start


my thoughts for today
cover a multitude of things
from figuring out how to pray
to dreaming of angel's wings

I'm a valuable human being
loving kind truly a loyal one
but the docs are not seeing
or treating me like a person

guess I'm just a number
not important to their life
it's really a bummer
cause they'll wield the knife

that will forever change me
I pray they make the right choice
give me the info and knowledge to see
cause I may not have a voice

once in the operating room
it's all up to the doc and the nurse
to cut out the cancer doom
I just pray I don't end up worse

I still want to live my best life
not giving in to this dreaded disease
I hope someday to be a wife
and enjoy all my blessings please

it's frustrating to start out knowing
that the treatment hasn't been the best
to keep the cancer from growing
just hope they'll finally get the rest

at first everyone sounded so nice
but trying to find out anything
test results choices and real advice
no one can even give me a ring

the phone remains silent
days on end not answering
no callbacks no reports sent
just waiting and wondering

it's hard enough on my family and me
but loving friends are all waiting
to hear the results and to see
how they can help by creating

a prayer chain or bringing a meal
but the waiting is such torture
making one feel it's hard to heal
cause you're in this limbo feature

it's one thing to fight the cancer
but having to question and wonder
about everything waiting for an answer
from caregivers hoping to avoid a blunder

trying to take one day at a time
still waiting for action after weeks
of this turmoil and ready to climb
the walls and finish the treatment I seek

Waiting for the Healing to Start
carol lee 5/7/2007

Struggling Through


you struggle with a heavy load
a daily burden to carry down the road

with the past haunting
and the ex always taunting

you can't win at any cost
so half your day you are just lost

you want to achieve and get going
to the next phase of life while knowing

you can't get ahead till you release
all the anxt and pain in the crease

in your head put there over the years
let go of what's done and release the tears

facing all of your worst fears
like looking in a hall of mirrors

there's no where to run away
face the music and plan to stay

find the challenge in each task to do
tackle each one by steps one and two

get down on your knees and say please to
your God and right after say thank you

trust in the Lord like you know you should
no guilt just let go and start to feel good

let Him help to unleash your burden for you
now is not the time to do this alone it's true

you were put on this journey to unwind
a life full of twists and pain testing your mind

your purpose has been revealed
for so many years it was concealed

you just need to get some clarity
for your direction and no more disparity

you have paid your dues in full
let go take action go to school

learn what you need to do to pursue
the life you were meant to do

it wouldn't be so hard
if you weren't so scarred

let some others help for right now
you will pay back as time and money allow

readjust what you once knew
and maybe you'll find a new you

the journey may be long and without money
but the result will be a life of love and honey

Struggling Through
carol lee 5/20/2007
DON'T GIVE UP, THOUGH THE PACE SEEMS SLOW,
YOU MAY SUCCEED WITH ANOTHER BLOW.

SUCCESS IS FAILURE TURNED INSIDE OUT,
THE SILVER TINT OF A CLOUD OF DOUBT.

AND YOU NEVER CAN TELL HOW CLOSE YOU ARE,
IT MAY BE NEAR WHEN IT SEAMS SO FAR.

SO STICK TO THE FIGHT WHEN YOU'RE HARDEST HIT,
IT'S WHEN THINGS SEEM WORSE - YOU MUST NOT QUIT.

Clouds of Life...


every life is fluff
some sunshine
a few cloud puffs
roses and wine

sometimes a dark day
clouded all over
hides a glowing ray
of a moonlit rover

if gloom brings fear
hold faith tight
just as clouds can clear
making way for light

just when hope is dim
watching from afar
look up and grin
to see a bright little star

twinkling so bright
dozens of tiny stars
peer through the night
to cover all your scars

Clouds of Life
6/9/2007

Just for Today


let's live just for today
don't worry about our stress
the tasks and bills left to pay
just take some time - don't guess

really live and love all out
don't try to define what we are
where we are or what we're about
feel in the moment like being a star

shining down so bright
clearly lighting the way
loving a special someone tonight
cherishing the one for whom we pray

Just for Today
carol lee 4/27/2007
Let Me Breathe...


when life gets too serious
and everything is tough
your mind is delirious
let go and take time enough

for a short little break
a moment to breathe
clear the cobwebs and get awake
so you won't continue to seethe

and get more aggrevated
cause trouble keeps coming
if you're not elated
so to get things humming

take five and release
all that tension inside
go get a big piece
of pie and stop being tried

breathe deep and get air
in your lungs and your brain
to recharge your being there
and focus only on the main

task for getting through your day
dealing with life's little trials
so go take a walk outside
to help break out the smiles

the changed attitude turns the tide
you now can finish the day through
with some sense of pride
knowing you survived this one too

Let Me Breathe...
carol lee 4/25/2007

Hiding Out...


sometimes life just gets
too painful to fight

try as you might
you have to give in

they won't let you win
so just give up the ghost

stop and recoup the most
of yourself, just hit the bed

go bury your head
hide under the cover

till you can discover
a way to recover your pride

turn off the phone, lay it aside
pile up the pillows

dream of being under the willows
with clouds floating above

dreaming of sweet love
till life gets better some day

Hiding Out...
carol lee 4/18/2007
God, Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change...
The courage to change the things I can...
And the wisdom to know the difference.

The Best Life


Life is best lived:

wearing a smile on your face

having love in your heart

with a song on your lips

being kind to others

starting with gratefulness

staying true to yourself

believing in others

having hope

with faith in your life

by making the most of each day


The Best Life
carol lee 6/2/2007

MIRACLES happen to those who believe in them...

Letting Go...Is the Answer


when living life seems hard
don't give up, don't stress
turn to the One in charge
to keep from making a mess

as humans we're filled with doubt
wondering worrying fretting
instead of letting go or letting it out
we fight it so troubles we keep getting

so much time is wasted thinking
we can be in control and change
all that's wrong instead we keep sinking
rather than trying to rearrange

our attitude and our gratitude
for what we have been given
learn to seek the answer with latitude
from the One who keeps us livin'

turn to Him and ask for help with needs
let go and let God determine for sure
what you really need to succeed
for peace, true love and life to endure

Letting Go...is the Answer
carol lee 6/3/2007

What A Day!

violated from each end
physically and emotionally
then financially and personally

Poked, squeezed, pain and please
stop it all, get me out of here
testing trying, finding what's wrong

new tiny spots with ominous effects
these changed from the year before
cutting and removing the only choice

don't wait and risk something far worse
follow the doc's recommended course
allow the healing to begin

stripped bare, no value, no worth
money's gone, real estate, too
pitiful showing for so many years

no one to hold my hand, be brave
I'm out here all alone once more
to face it myself, pick up the pieces

when it's all said and done
you could never win
just take whatever comes

repair restore what you have and
fight for the right to live
let go, and accept what you can


What A Day!
carol lee 4/8/2007
Circumstance

does it take a crystal ball
to determine circumstance
do you have to take the fall
if you leave life up to chance

when you get the call
that it's time for a new dance
look at the choices for all
or chalk it up to happenstance

sometimes you hit the wall
as if you're in a trance
when love makes you fall
starting a new romance

keep your wits don't stall
when your heart is lanced
hold your head up tall
and let life be enhanced

Circumstance
carol lee 6/09/2007
Success is doing the best you can, in as many ways as you can. It is being just and honest and true...not in a few things, but in everything you do.

Forget about mistakes you've made yesterday, the lessons you learn will prove valuable for today... Never give up and think that you're through...for there's always tomorrow and a chance to begin brand new.

There is no limit to the goals you can attain, or the success you can achieve...your possibilities are as endless as your dreams.

Whatever it is that you seek in life, whatever your dreams and what you hope to achieve, whatever you try to reach--whatever you plan...can all be yours--if only you BELIEVE YOU CAN!

Another Day


another day
a fresh start
find a new way
to heal my heart

the pain is still there
but I won't give in
plenty of love to share
I'll keep wearing a grin

a clean slate
hoping for a good day
awaiting my fate
wanting to stay

in focus to work
achieving my goal
being like a clerk
tasks taking their toll

what changes today
from the doctor call
will come my way
rearranging it all

disrupting my life
changing my plans
going under the knife
I'm in someone's hands

just keep plugging away
being grateful for much
don't want to replay
frustration and such

stress from yesterday
caused me such pain
not wanting to play
that pointless game

instead I'll rejoice
in new friends I've found
to hear a friendly voice
and enjoy that new sound

maybe this day
will end on a good note
instead of such dismay
that'll really get my vote

Another Day
carol lee 6/6/2007

The great thing in this world is not so much where we are, but in what direction we are moving...

Wind in the Trees


relaxing on my chair
feeling the hot air
warmth of the sun
dreaming of fun

basking in the glow
of the fresh air show
recharging my soul
from life taking its toll

watching trees sway
gently blowing away
peaceful and serene
everything so green

clouding like rain
life's sweet refrain
big gust of wind
it's time to go in

Wind in the Trees
carol lee 6/8/2007

Swimming in the Pool...


swimming in the pool of life
gives you a different view
carefree and without any strife
add stroking and kicking too

it helps bring the peace you seek
when immersed inside the blue
a relaxing and refreshing sneak peak
of how life should be lived with you

weightless and painless of any ache
floating swimming or exercising
so you need to just take this break
and indulge in this mesmerizing

refreshing way to spend the day
recharging your batteries so strong
with friends or your kids you play
enjoying yourself the whole day long

when overheated or working too hard
just remember to go jump in the pool
cause you can always go back to the yard
and finish what you started to do

Swimming in the Pool
carol lee 5/28/2007
Just for Today


let's live just for today
don't worry about our stress
the tasks and bills left to pay
just take some time - don't guess

really live and love all out
don't try to define what we are
where we are or what we're about
feel in the moment like being a star

shining down so bright
clearly lighting the way
loving a special someone tonight
cherishing the one for whom we pray

Just for Today
carol lee 4/27/2007
ROMANCE AND RELATIONSHIPS
Courage is the power to let go of the familiar...

When I Wake...


when I wake
and you're not there
it gives me a scare

don't go without goodbye
let me know you're leaving
please let me be receiving

your last hug and sweet kiss
so I can smile and grin all day
remembering our fun and play

if it's very quiet in the morning
I'll see you outside meditating
contemplating the day radiating

with the love that you felt
from our loving time together
it transcends like a floating feather

waking in the arms of your love
what better way to start a day
take a minute and pray

thankful for the love
the acceptance of one so dear
always keep them near

the only wish at this point
is for one more day with you
hopefully that will come true

When I Wake...
carol lee 4/24/2007

A Home Run

remember back when
winning at baseball was
a kid's goal for glory then
and running the bases

meant you got a hit
once in a great while
everything just fit
the ball went a mile

over the fence to the sun
the team was delighted
you got that home run
every emotion was lighted

to find a home run in life
a rarer treat than you know
a special person for a wife
who emits love and a glow

a class act for sure
can dress to the nine's
dances all night with pure
delight just to be by your side

happy to walk in the park
or sail the world wide
blow kisses to you in the dark
hug you forever with pride

she targets your soul
full of so many talents and
skills to enhance your whole
being to go hand in hand

throughout your life's walk
so beautiful inside and out
knows just how to talk
and makes you want to shout

to the world what you have found
the best of the best, the perfect one
the greatest partner around
a real home run

A Home Run
carol lee 4/16/2007
Can You Trust Again?

can you ever trust again
just how will you know when
the time is right to jump
careful don't be left a lump

of hurt and ache once more
really how can you be sure
no risk, no reward they say
can your heart trust to stay

in one piece beating for one
who lights your world like the sun
so many thoughts run in your head
you should be sleeping in the bed

but your mind is racing through
every scene played out for two
do you need to take the chance
hoping once more for a glance

that melts your heart with love
and has you cooing like a dove
will have to think some more
turn out the lights, shut the door

close your eyes, try to sleep
if nothing else, count the sheep
when the dawn is here
and your mind more clear

make your list of cons and pros
remember why you chose
that person so long ago
to see if you still have a glow

Can You Trust Again?
carol lee 4/13/2007
Light of Your Life

somedays the light of your life
is but an email request away
or a voice at the end of a phone
a brilliant vision in your mind

moments halted in time of sweet
memories captured in your head
thinking and sending the spirit
into the air bringing you a smile

as a lemon drop melting in your mouth
sipping a sweet summertime iced tea
refreshing and uplifting if only for an
instant but enough to bring you joy

taking a break from everyday tasks
feeling the glowing warmth in your heart
knowing for just a moment that all is
right in your world and you are loved

Light of Your Life...
carol lee 4/12/2007

Shall We Dance?

how many ever truly get to know
the joy of holding one extremely close

working as a team around the floor to go
hand in hand toe to toe and nose to nose

tapping those toes to the powerful beat
stepping in rhythm and time with each other

moving step by step using both feet
twisting or twirling or spinning to discover

the real secret of passion with a great love
is when two come together to have a dance

how sensuous the movements sideways or above
gliding as one, eyes focused askance

leading and following fitting like a glove
swaying this way and that, taking a chance

on a partner breathing softly like a dove
mesmerized by your eyes who seals the romance

whether mambo or tango or cha cha cha
latin dances can be slow hot and steamy

more elegant are all the classics of ballroom
foxtrot, quickstep and waltzing through life

the most important steps taken as a bride and groom
like a dreamy fairy tale as new husband and wife

more fun and more risky throw in a jive
high energy is needed to take on the swing

your heart stars pumping you know you're alive
fast-paced or slow one fact remains, dancing is king

if all you guys who want the great gals take the cue
you'd have the most dates and be having more fun

cause you'd hold them so close and be enjoying it too
dancing is life - just try it under the moon or the sun

shall We Dance
carol lee 5/16/2007


Remembering Mom

take a minute just to think
about honoring your mother
will you take her out for a drink
to celebrate with your sister or brother

where would you be without her
how different would your life be
life wouldn't be smooth as butter
if mom hadn't taught you to be free

whatever your relationship is today
maybe doing something in her honor
would reward her for time she'd pray
to keep you out of harm's way or dishonor

she loved and nurtured you daily till weaned
physically, spiritually, and to keep
you fed and clothed and cleaned
through months of enduring lack of sleep

you don't remember those long nights
of walking the floor and holding you
through fevers, colds, teething, fights
talking and teaching till she was blue

hoping and praying you'd turn out right
with wisdom and love and a kind heart, too
to grow up, be all that you could be, a delight
learning from the love she gave for you

many days and nights with no praise
for her hard work, always watching over
just hoping to hear one little phrase
to make it worthwhile, like walking in clover

thank you mom for taking such care
while I was growing up and learning
to become the person I am, kind and fair
please don't leave your mom yearning

show her the love in your heart
say those three little words with joy
her buttons will pop and she'll start
to be proud of her girl or boy

Remembering Mom
carol lee 5/9/2007

So Special

watching a fine man rowing
brought tears to my eyes
because I was knowing
that was a goal that he prized

rowing was his saving grace
when no other love was there
from long ago it was his race
to keep him from despair

someone believed in him
and gave him a real chance
it wasn't just a whim
being part of the crew at last

a great coach a mentor too
just what he needed at that time
to give a value to his life so new
a man with heart and also kind

even with that kind of helpful start
life has been very hard on him
some success, but love eluded his heart
the past years have been grim

starting over with everything new
trying to fit in and work out a plan
a dad showing what love can do
when he has someone who is a fan

now rowing with every muscle taught
the boat racing so smooth and quick
what a sight to see I thought
his passion showing this was no trick

he is truly in his element
one with nature and with life
blissfully rowing so content
not a sign of any strife

the wind the water the sun
so perfect in every way
made for a glorious run
a memorable kind of day

I won't soon forget what I saw
on this flowing rippling river
life changed for one in awe
of life a lover and a giver

if only it could last longer
this passion so clearly seen
he would get much stronger
to stand up for his dreams

So Special
carol lee 5/24/2007
Coming of Age

a dad will never understand
the struggle with moms and
daughters that goes without end
till they find a way to mend

the harsh and hateful words in pain
yelled out daily in anger and disdain
the punishment is meant to teach
the daughter about respect

but when there's no respect
for the daughter and her life
the walls build up filled with strife
and lifelong resentment is added too

how'd they go from friends to staunch
adversaries with bullets to launch
a barrage of hate and words so frightful
so ugly mean and often spiteful

it's kind of like the lions and
who wears the biggest mane
but throw in hormones and rage
and the daughter's coming of age

moms feel threatened by this
developing person - their youth is
spent and she's now growing
a perfect figure and face that's glowing

add the measure of resentment
from mom towards the dad
and the daughter can't win
no matter what she does it's a sin

dad support her in anyway you can
your daughter is no match for mom
let her know you love her and give
her time away from where she lives

moms need to get a clue before
damage is done that can't be repaired
constant friction and threats are dared
and everyone's raw nerves aren't spared

there has to be a meeting place
where both can come full of grace
to find how to make things right
both give and take, keep it light

from each is needed a vow to try
to respect each other's needs no lies
find a peaceful method to ask for a way
to help without inciting a riot every day

and choose their battles with a mission
let go of non-important issues
because there are matters more pressing
that can teach us without stressing

when the little girl grows up she
goes to the ball in a beautiful gown
and now she is wearing the crown
it's hard for any mom to let go

mom has to realize she's all grown
and the princess has turned into a woman
who starts her journey down the path
following the footsteps and doing the math

coming of Age...
carol lee 4/10/2007

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